Sunday, January 28, 2007; tHiS lOVe WAS MeaNt To Be..
To YoU mY bAbY..Loving is the best thing I could ever do to myself I just can’t find any words onthe planet to express the love I have for youbut there is one thing I know...I’m in love with you. The love I have for you makes me forget that I’m young and poor.It makes me face the challenges of lifewith a positive manner and enthusiastic attitude.whenever I wake up in the morning I just look for your photo. I can feel and hear it saying, "good morning, it's a new day."Full of good hope and a fair atmosphere,My love for you is enormous.I’m in love with you. Whoever gave you the name sweetnessHad a feeling that one day you will grow up And transform my sour life to be sweet as it is today. Sweet like fresh honey that honeybees have produced, just for me.Whenever I eat it, my face is full of smiles and my heart rejoices. I’m in love with you. I’m in love with your personality. Loving ones personality Is loving ones character. Loving and accepting ones attitude... That involves Self control, Self respect,And a sound mind. I’m in love with you. i THaNk GOd FoR thIs ThINgS...=)Your love holds my heart,
Your eyes see my soul.
I thank God for these things,
And you who makes me whole.
Your dreams hold my thoughts,
Your plans tell the future.
I thank God for these things,
And you my scars do cure.
Your arms hold my life,
Your heart hears my song.
I thank God for these things,
And you to sing along.
Your thoughts know my passions,
Your faith believes my dreams.
I thank God for these things,
And you my all and everything.nurul=)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
1:35 PM
mY LoVe...mY sUNsHinE..My SuGaR N sPiCe...To mY bABy...TiS Is FoR u..=)Forever and always, I've loved you that longWhat was once just a dream has come true.For, you've lived in my dreams and are now in my heart.I've waited a lifetime for you.Each one of us has a true love, so I'm toldOne special person who makes us complete.From the moment I met you, I knew it was trueYou are the man of my dreams, my soulmate.Enduring and endless, our love will remainOur hearts and our souls intertwined.Always together, we'll walk hand in handI'll be yours and you'll always be mineIll pRoMiSE U tHiss...i SweArIn the morning, when the sun is just begining to peek through
and waking me from my blissful sleep
I wake with feelings of love in my heart
Because my thoughts are of only you
When that one certain song is playing on the radio
I always find myself singing along
And at that moment there is only peace in my mind
Because my thoughts are of only you
When I see that cute elderly couple
Sitting in the park, under the trees
I can't help but stare in awe
And my thoughts are of only you
And when the sun is setting deep in the twilight sky
And I have those last few thoughts of the day
In those last few moments before I rest my dream-filled eyes
My thoughts seem to be of only you!
nurul=)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
1:15 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007; sorry to AlL=)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
6:44 PM
Saturday, January 13, 2007; FlASh BeK..
JUST FELT LIKE PUTTING THIS UP..this was wen i was still abit thinner ten now..n still new with bf..during my bdae..
still loving baby after 1 yr 3 mths..
me n my baby..=)taT sWWet pIcH oF SmILe AlWAyS..=)
WE'LL bE toGetHer fr as loNg AS WE WAn BabY..I PrOMiSE=)i JUst loVe U bAbY..+)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
12:36 PM
FRIDAE WAS FUN..but the murning wasnt fun k?was getting ready to meet bf n andrew n azhar..at 730..ten at 720 azhar called..wen i looked at the idd caller..its was still bf's home number..i was like"wat the fuck man"they havent come out frm the home?bf stys in yishun..n meeting me in 10 mins time..i was soo angry..but let the matter rest cause if i were to get angry tat baby of mind..will not like it...hehehe..he abit angin kiosk-kiosk..=)arrived at skoll..walked in to be greeted by mr. boncet..this teacher at skoll.who catches people who doesnt wear theyre lanyards..hahaha..well i didnt wear..but i escaped..baby name was jotted dwn..hahaha..poor u..chnged into our attire..n walke to baby locker..saw the A class i looked after..was looking frantically for MR.haizad..ten suddenly..he caught me..he tapped me i turned around.."looking for sumone?"he said..hahah.. i was like "erm..nope.."ten i waved him goodbye he smiled at me..the smile was melting..hahaha...had amazing race with the new beauty thrapist people(ALL GIRLS!!).CAN U IMAGINE THE TORTURE..?my bf n frnds of boys were bz looking here n there..he put me aside for a moment..hahaha..so fed up..hahaha..ten after the end of the cheering all..wen ere were about to go up to setle down..one group actually came up to me n ask..the girl:"erm..nurul budak yang laki2 tu sape eh?"me:"yang mane eh?"the girl:"yang ade taik lalat kat pipi tu"i was freaking out lor..my heart thumbed soo hard..me:"yang itu eh?yang pakai kasot brown eh?kenape?"the girl:"name die sape?"me:"faris.."n the girl asked me baby's age..from wat course..all the crap lah..i answered willingly..but sweat to god inside my heart i was saying.."damm u woman tat's my bf u wanna get to noe.."hahaha..then she asked me sumting..tat wen i ans she was damm paise..the girl:"die attched tak?"me:"yesh he is.."the girl:"alah..dng sape eh?"me:"sayelah gf die kalau nak tahu.."the girl:"eh..sorry eh..sorry2..i dunnoe.."the girl n her gang was so paise they just smile n walked away..hahahaha..before going home it was raining badly..sat dwn with around 10 of us..sit n chat n laugh n took pics..reached home..n andrew on the comp to watch porn..while i slept with baby on the bed..too sleepy man..hahahaha....ps:still missing those laughters of my bitches!!=)mE n sYGkU liNA=)IzzAt SWeeTiE n Me=)nurul=)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
11:25 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007; bEEn thinKinG LAtelY..
wel..ive benn thinking lately..i miss my bitches alot..ana.amoi..sara..n othe rest..to much of my drugs to mention lor..haiz..well wen can we met up eh?i reali miss u guy alot lor..ana sae evn if atchment we can still chill to the bebey..o vishnu~hahahaha..boyfrnd just went bek just nw..murning came to waoke me up ..n i fucking woke up at 12..wat the hell was tat..got into sum misunderstnding..i slam the bloody door shut..ten wen i opened it,,babay was there..staring at me..takot giler man..ten he puched my bloody door..fucking shit..tat freaked me out alot lor..tat hurt his knuckles..they were swollen..n tat hurt my heart..*ouch*i nagged at him..he just stoood there n smiled wen i nagged..he saes i look like a nenek ewn i nag wit my bunned up hair n mak cik bedah specs..tanks alot eh b..hahaha.. but i love u alot sweetheart..i went around cleaning the house..went to bath..ten washed the toilet..n gueesed wat happned next?damm ti man..its gona end my carrer as a nurse..i fell on my bek..my injured spine was in pain man..god man i tell u..i quikly callled baby..arrived in no time..to urot my bek..its feels much betta now darling..tanks alot...much apreciated..a few more daes till attchemnt stats..haiyo..so lazy u noe..haiz..i have to werk till sat cause i have to repay bek my last time mcs..wen i was hospitalised fr 2 weeks due to slip disk..damm it man.. tortures..hahahaha..k lah tmrw gt BL OI again..cant wait..can see mr.haizad again..hahaha..nolah main2 jek..my SWeeT kOkoDilE bAbY..aPiZ..
nurul=)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
7:07 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007; fuyoo...
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
7:05 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007; im soo sad...='(
im so sad..yesterdae..went to hosp cause my frnd had an acc..last min at nit..around 845 i went..i called baby but cudnt get through..so i was rushing left a msg to sister..if he was to call said tat i went to hosp..went i got bek i called him strait..he wasnt home..so i waited..he caled..but was feeling pissed off n angry...i was soo sad..baby,i didnt mean for aniting to happen ..im soo soryy man..seriuosly..we didnt talked..i men he did ah..but i just kept quiet..he continued talking sarcastically..i didnt wan to quarell so i just kept quiet..i reali diint noe wat to sae..for watevr reasons ure angry about i dunnoe..urenot telling me..haiz...but..the afternoon i enjoyed..i got my crazie kuzin ready fr a party..like going prom like tat..prety nita painted her nails..while i did her make up n hair..soo pretyy ..hahaha...i miss my baby..haiz...my baby=)i just love him..nurul=)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
2:51 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007; it's raining outside..
its raining outside now..gosh..so cold..just now after soo long i wnt to scholl for the MEGA bl meeting..all was there.. i mean not all ahsome were some were not..god i misshh those people..n saw alot of new students buying uniforms..i didnt get the real work job man..=(or not i wud have made extra cash seh..hahaha..get bek to the new students..alot of matrips man..wakakaka..soo manie of them..i mean it man..ten walk like want to fight with us..wat the helll..eh korang baru nak msok skoll..i FINISHED liao...=)today the start of my dae wasnt tat good ..cause i quarreled with bf..god man he was being abit over..k lah me too..i noe u dun like me to call a male frnd same like i dun like u to call a female frnd..his my besfrnd my dear..sooo sorry my dear..i onie called not even 5 mins seh..wished him lucks for his tp..good luck yeah sarhan..todae crazie kuzin went out to ikea with RAOF!I wunder how it went..hahaha...k lah be beks soon i guess..i miss camp~~nurul=)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
6:03 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007; At lAsT
aT lAsT pEoPLe..well hello there..hahaha..at last people..i finally have my very own blog after the old one tat i deleted..god tat one was a disaster after mom read it..gosh!!hahaha..well to amoi, ana, sara,n kak ella..here goes..dedicated to u guys k?i miss my girlfrnds(le hoochies,sara n gang n of cos my own gang)i miss baby(whos own the wae here..)ermm who else eh i miss..dunnoe lah..well crazie kuzin helped me through this process of setting up my blog..its as though im getting married like tat..tanks to u..i have a nice blog now ..=)i owe u one...=)so bored at homelah..azhar n smal sister playing ps2...im on her bed updating this..haiz...mum n dad started werk..i no more scholling..btw!got my results..i got A!!!=))OH MY GOD..TATS so historical man..hahaha..tats about it..have a nice day people..nurul=)
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
5:34 PM