• slapped his face
• do not understnd him
• scolding him
• finding fault
• nvr give him chance to explain a mistake
• dun trust him
• always throwing tantrums
• talk back to him
• hate him
• nvr knew his real self
• always tinks im right n his wrong
• always find fault
• always gets in his way
• nvr let him contatc with other gals
• nvr let him send to much time with other friends
• nvr eali connect with him
• nvr make and effort to know him
• always makes him angry n sad
• always make him lose control

NRVER N ALWAYS..='(

THE gOOd..=)

• i love him
• i adore him
• i try to understnd
• i try to make him smile
• i try to make him hapy
• i try to help him with his probs
• i try to not scold him anohow
• i try to control my temper
• i try to endure my obsessions of he having affairs..
• i try to stop not trusting him

i tried b..i always did..

but now..

i dun tink watevr i sae is of us..u told me not to sae sorry cause my sorries are no use..u told me i was of no use..u told me to let u be alone..u told me not to understnd u..u told me to stop trying to make u feel better cause i nvr will..u told me tat my werds are of no use..u told me i nvr understood ure situation..u told me not to remind u of wat had happend..u told me i hutr u alot..u told me i made u cry..u told me i can nvr understnd u..utold me tat watevr i sae only comes from the mouth n not my heart..

u told me all..i noe..

i noe im useless..im of no use to u..evn though we have benn long..i nvr reali understood u..i noe..i noe it all..

nurul='(