fuck lah..u told u i got the interview..dad was hapie fr me..n u had to spoil my mood by saying im not serious for it.. n tat i dun usualy concentrate on my studies..i wud rather focis on my love life?
sial ah..ten watever for i study so hard to achive an a ion my result?u dun tink i dun have the heart to go far?huh?
im jeles my kuzins are clever n are in uni n poly!while im stcuk in this fucking ite!!
i tink im not ashame..?
i noe u have always been ashame cause tis daughter of ures is a failure!!
tats y u always sae to adek
"blaja rajen2 kalo nakn pegi jauh!!"
u tink im not upset?
i got a dream too..
to be succesfull..
well to bad i took the longer route..
so wat?
i still get to be a nurse!!!
nvr mind an enrolled nurse witha cert only..
no diploma..
i dun care abot thos bloody fucking dips...
i wan to go to u like my kzuin..
u sae i spent time watching tv n toking on the phone with faris..
ten u tink at home i shake leg..
u onie sae the tings u see in front of u ..
u sae i dun study..
cause u nvr see me study at home before..
ten have u seen me at school?
where my breaks are focused on studies?
i stayed bek after skoll just to study n ask teachers bot th topics..
im slow in class..but i try damm hard..
2 yrs to get an A..its worth it..
im proud of my self..
all i asked was fr a bllody 25 dollars to pay my scholl stufss..
n u said i owaes ask money..
if i got the fucking money i wun ask from u..
u sae belom bergaji dah sombong..wat more wen i get money..lagik sombong taik..
im not tat cruel..
i nvr ask u money..evn wen i go out i rty to save my own..i dun ask u for visa cardsw or credit crads..
all i ask is 10 dolars wen i wan to go out!!
n tat can only support me buying food n sweets,.,..
u tink i like?asking u money..if i had the money i wuen be asking from u..
cause i noe its hard for our fam..
we're abit tit now..
i want to contribute..i want!!!!
i just dun have the money!!!!!!
i just wish i cud be like kak ella hakim or abng didi..be it hamka or eva who gets good results for exams..even kak ella does nt owaes get excellent results..shes in the u...
wat am i?
only a fucking ite cert holder!!!
nurul=(
damm tis fucking werl!!fuck my life!!!