its been awhile..i noe..
baby n i decided to settle down..
not as in marriage..
as in we get engaged..
i mean we do love each other..
im changing fr his sake..
n he saes im doing a good job..
tanks yeah?*winks*
baby talked to his siblings already..so now its my turn to tok to sumone..
told kak ella..
but not mama or who ever..
not evn dada..
gosh man..
i mean dada sae its too young..
wat our plan was..
we get engaged before he goes ns..but we tie it for 4 yrs like tat...
hopefully nothings goes wrng..
2 yrs to finish ns..2 yrs to werk..n get money..
well help each other out..
but argh...
dunnoe...
i wan it to happen...
but im sked of my family objecting to it..
i mean baby is my age..
werking but not a grand job..
hes stating to save up slowly..
cause he just finished skoll like me...
well...
haiz...
kuzin saes just go for it..
being engaged doesnt mean tat ure getting married..
its just a wae of telling me..
hey im his n his mind...
so tat wen we go out together makcik2 wun ckp stupid tings..
at least were bethrothed to one another..
how does tat sound?
convincing enuf to tell my mum..?
i dun tink soo..
haiz...
go to tink again n again...
FINALLY PUTIING MY DEVASTATING PAST BEHIND ME..
N TO TAT SUMONE..
its time for me to move on with life n love sumone fully..tanks for all the memories tat we had..
but i love my baby alot..
n baby..i love u..
cant wait to have..=nurul shanty estilliyana n muhd shanfiz idzhul
in our lifes..
=)
nurul=)